TIME AND YOU

Whenever I look at someone’s energy in a reading and healing, time does not exist in the way we think about it in our everyday lives. Everything is happening all at once, and there is no past, present  or future. All there is is a flow or movement of particles and a momentum of energetic mass. This energy doesn’t reflect or indicate a relevance to time, when I do a reading. I generally create a template that recognizes the time relationship we have and use it to help explain what I see going on in and around the body. It doesn’t look anything like a body or a container, but I generally describe it that way because it helps me, as well as the person being read, to understand the “story” of their energy and what it looks like.  It doesn’t look like a body or in any way appear contained in a form or structure.  I explain the energy momentum as a body having form and containment because that is generally how we relate to each other. Time and space are exactly the same thing in a reading, as well as with a healing.

Time is something we all are aware of, usually as past, present, and future. Most everyone remembers events in the past, is aware of the present, and contemplates the future. Time seems like something that goes on as a part of our lives. It just “is” and much like all other occurrences, a part of the experience of life. I read it this way because this is how we communicate to each other and understand ourselves, but it does not look that way when you look at it as energy and momentum. It looks like a giant exploding and contracting series of color and light coming together and moving apart. Nothing appears as before or after, and any reference to time and space is to help explain the phenomena we see when we look in a mirror.  As energy we don’t look anything like the image reflected to us in a mirror. Time and everything we see is a reflection of our thinking mind.

Time contributes to our sentiments and recall of our past as memories. Time gives structure and a sense of order to the present. Time suggests our making plans for the future as perhaps a strategy or a consideration or organization of a direction; it is a lot like a tool.

We worry about and question future time and what will happen to us financially, physically, emotionally, environmentally and question and think about what to do about the future.  What will we do with our yet to be time?  We think about past time, analyze, recall and often feel deeply the emotions constructed out of the past.

How does past time, present time and future time generate energy into the reality we witness, and perceive? The input of time into the experience we consider life profoundly influences the questions we ask, what we think about, and how we feel. We would not need to know a lot of the questions we ask if it were not for time. Our relationship with time demands answers to questions relevant only because of the acceptance of time as real.

However, is time real? It is as real as the image you see of yourself in the mirror, but that is only how you think you look, and is not what you are. Did we accept the construct of time in order to sequence our own energetic momentum? Our basic subatomic makeup is constantly moving. Even as we organize into particles and more complex matter we, as well as everything else, is moving and it is not visible to our eyes or included in our commonly held collective perception of reality. We generally do not relate to ourselves or each other as if we are having an experience and nothing more. We more often relate to what we think about what is going on around us. This relationship was contracted by the ego and always is in past time unconsciously.

Time is the fundamental piece that does not fit into our organic construction as we presently conceptualize our experience. If you consider that you self-generate your momentum, time as a sequence of events is an illusion. It certainly has a usefulness for dealing with coordinating our lives, but is it necessary for purpose? Our ego would agree, ego and time get along very well, thank you very much! Can we change our conscious approach into time and what it does for us and to us? Are we attached to time? Oh, yes indeed we are and so is everything else we form attachments to and for. Time fundamentally qualifies our purpose and is why we ask the questions in the first place. Without time life’s purpose becomes quite a different matter.

Construct of reality

Our perception built into our consciousness and construct of reality is limited by time and our involvement with it is as a need to know element. Imagine if you will, not dragging your past into your present only to project it into your future. Consider your presence as a process, and not something to be figured out. It is not easy to do unless you disengage from thinking, ego, and time.

This common practice is a tool to organize sequence of events, not a need or thought form to clutter our consciousness with questions. Questions only asked because time demands answers conceptually from our energy systems. You don’t have to know the future but a lot of energy goes into needing to know just that. The question itself is built into us from birth through conditioning, especially TV. Fear is the most common emotion I witness in readings associated with a timeline.
We think about time as an arrow, traveling in one direction from past to future. The endless debate of entropy, order to disorder, and time seem to be in a giant rush to prove each other wrong. Can one exist without the other? People’s energy systems do seem to be a product of entropy and we do think about time, all the time unconsciously. But are we a closed system – we humans –  or are we connected to something that is not? By closed system I mean our bodies and our conceptualizations of our lives relative to time. I don’t know the answer, but I like thinking about it and looking at it when I readpeople’s energy. Is our universe a closed system? An ongoing debate about this is what the “big bang” theory is all about. We are right up there in this consideration of our place in the universe, as well as our place in our unique day to day life experiences. Looking at a human’s energy system suggests to me both.

Everyone is concerned about time and what is in store for them down the road, often based on what they did in the past to get them to “the now”. We think we have done something wrong or right and that is why things are the way they are and perhaps why we suffer and feel pain. No one I know likes to feel pain and to suffer but everyone seems to do it at certain times. This is where time becomes the object of discussion when viewing energy. You can literally see when a person is pulling more or less energy into their space, what they are doing with it once they get it there and then what happens when they release it. All of this is wrapped in the comfortable blanket of time and how we choose to meet it in the present moment.

Time the ultimate paradox, sometimes it is real and sometimes it is not. Certainly when we visualize ourselves as energy time seems to be not real at all, yet when we perceive ourselves within our lives, time it is very real. We know, let me repeat that “we know” time is relative to space and what we know “fits” into this universe we exist in, real or not becomes irrelevant. The question of time and you are, from what I have witnessed reading people’s energy, mostly about you and how you are showing up in space/time right now as a unconscious being. It is a lot like a recipe, sometimes you have more time in your ingredients and sometimes more space, depending upon the total amount of containment you have going for you at that present moment. If often appears as though containment is the bowl we mix our ingredients in and that bowl is getting bigger all the time.

Our relationship to time changes as our container gets less and less effective. This can feel freeing or insane depending on how able you are to perceive yourself having a recipe and at the same time not having a recipe to operate from. Your thinking is the binder in your recipe and that, as we all know, can change especially with regard to time. Time and you are a deeply personal experience as well as a collective participation. It’s something we do with other people. However, each person represents a contained universe unto themselves. They appear to be growing more and more slowly into a form of disorder and chaos along with everybody else but unique to themselves. It only appears as though we are having a collective experience and that is a byproduct of the recipe we are working from individually and universally. This is why people seem similar or to have “the same issue” when actually they are very different and come from a completely different recipe. It is like there are many recipes for bread but they all end up being bread to us. It looks like bread and tastes like bread, but how it got to be bread is another story, and is it bread at all?

When I read a person’s energy past, present, and future all appear to be happening as one event. The only thing that is suggested is location and momentum. Even then time is “applied” by the witness and the person having the experience of momentum and location, this is a mental application. We think about it and time is taken as is. In this case, we made it up just like everything that goes on in our container, it’s made up by us as ego. When you step out of the container spilling your ingredients and forgo the ‘binder of time” then you have what we would consider a big mess, but is that true? This big mess is what you are fundamentally constructed out of and this is what most all of us search for. It is what we seek when we are seeking, it is the core of our truth and what is real about us. From this ‘mess’ comes perhaps your most profound answers to your most troublesome questions. It is not something you need to get over, accept, deal with, feel, think about, or process. In fact, it is outside of space or time. It is the place where the arrow of time goes in both directions, the ”big bang” of your life.

It does not fit neatly into our current paradigm or reflect anything that has to do with what is true in a scientific sort of way. It has no ego, it just is. For lack of a better word it is just peaceful chaos and we really can’t seem to exist with it or in it, we need our time and space. We came here to have an experience and by George we are going to have one. It is crazy making but it is what we got and from what I can tell, pain or bliss, it is just not the same without it. Time gives you the thrill of the ride, the stuff life is made of, and why we bother at all. Sometimes the ride is fun and sometimes it is a bummer. It is all about time and you.